Loners, I love you, I always did! 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹 Belle 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹 and💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹Sebastian 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

The type of people I understand best in this world and who I often attract despite their nature, probably because they feel I understand them and love them, are loners. 💗💗💗

I am not sure if I am a loner too. Maybe a little bit despite the fact I have close friends and the people I see often and talk to every day. 

It is maybe something connected with starting a family with kids. 

I feel much closer to the people who could or can live under the same roof only with their parents or a partner or alone and see a typical family with kids they could start one day as a threat to their individuality. I am afraid and I've always been afraid that kids could ruin my individuality and I've never managed to reconcile the two in my head. ☁☁☁

In that sense, maybe I am a loner. ☁☁☁

And when I think about loners, I don't know why, I think of Belle and Sebastian. 😊💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵 Oh, yeah, yes, them, them! 💗💗💗 I love this band very much, they have had such a great influence on me. 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵 Oh, those soundtracks, oh, yeah, yes! 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

Belle and Sebastian - The Boy with the Arab Strap 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

Belle and Sebastian - Get Me Away from Here, I'm Dying 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

It goes without saying that all songs from their biblical debut album Tigermilk (1996) should be revised and remembered before the final hour strikes, in the correct order, of course . 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

Belle and Sebastian - You're Just a Baby 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

Belle and Sebastian - My Wandering Days are Over 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

Belle and Sebastian - She's Losing It 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

And these two too. 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

                                             2000

Belle and Sebastian - Family Tree💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

                                             2003

Belle and Sebastian - I'm A Cuckoo💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

The Cribs, pt 2 💗💗💗 My fav video 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

I remembered that I prefer The Cribs brothers, Ryan and Gary, much more to Oasis brothers! I always did. 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

So much more of my type of people I adore. 💗💗💗

And I remembered this great tune from 2015, actually not long ago.💗💗💗

 A desert island and swimming with a wild pig, life's perfection. 😊💗💗💗🌞🌞🌞🌴🌴🌴🌅🌅🌅🌊🌊🌊

The Cribs - Burning For No One 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

...And they stayed on a desert island with a wild pig. 😁💗🌞🌞🌞🌴🌴🌴🌅🌅🌅🌊🌊🌊

         💗💗💗 Ryan and Gary Jarman 💗💗💗

                 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

Mirror kissing 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶🎶🎶

The mirror kissing ways of the hipster tyyyype 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶🎶🎶

The Cribs - Mirror Kissers (2005) 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶🎶🎶

💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶🎶🎶

You aren't allowed to say that you're better

You aren't allowed to say that cause you're the hipster type, the type (whoa oh)

You've got a lot to say, but don't mention

The mirror kissing ways of the hipster type, the type (whoa oh)

You aren't allowed to say anything

We kicked around down water lane

But you're not all, all there

You aren't allowed to say anything

You left me on the street, talking to drains

Cause you're not all, all there

You aren't allowed to say that you're better

You aren't allowed to say that cause you're the hipster type, the type (whoa oh)

You've got a lot to say, but don't mention

The mirror kissing ways of the hipster type, the type (whoa oh)

You aren't allowed to say anything

We kicked around down water lane

But you're not all, all there

You aren't allowed to say anything

You left me on the street, talking to drains

Cause you're not all, all there

You aren't allowed to say that you're better

You aren't allowed to say that cause you're the hipster type, the type (whoa oh)

You've got a lot to say, but don't mention

The mirror kissing ways of the hipster type, the type (whoa oh)

You like to tell yourself that I'm nobody

I think you must have known I'd make you sorry

You like to tell yourself that I'm nobody

I think you must have known I'd make you sorry

You aren't allowed to say that you're better

You aren't allowed to say that cause you're the hipster type, the type (whoa oh)

You've got a lot to say, but don't mention

The mirror kissing ways of the hipster type, the type (whoa oh)

💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶🎶🎶

What a history!💗💗💗The Cribs 💗💗💗

Tarred & Feathered 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

dirty toilets 

written walls and toilet doors

sweat and smoke

and THAT noise! 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

Dogs - Tarred & Feathered (2005) 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

They tar you with a brush

You're feathered like a thrush

You're stuck just like a stone in the mud

You're tired with the rough

You've had just about enough

You're stuck just like a stone in the mud, oh no no.

💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

I missed you soooo much! I love you sooo much! 😊😊😊💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

💗 Chelmsford 💗 is the town or the village, I am not quite sure how they define it, in the UK also known as CM2.

This town is a very important place in the UK because it is the hometown of BILK so all people should know that place and remember it. 

This town has beautiful skateparks, I saw that on Google Street View, but Sol, the singer of Bilk, says they've got nothing to do living in CM2. 😁😊 💗💗💗 

I love you so much, I swore a while ago I will give all my love to the bands I love and you are one of them! 😊😊😊💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

BILK - Bad News  😊😊😊💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

💗💗💗Chelmsford skateparks💗💗💗

😊😊😊💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

😊😊😊💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

😊😊😊💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

Dayglow have a new album and all songs are just perfect! 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🌞🌞🌞

Shine, shine, push the dark clouds away! 🌞🌞🌞🌸🌸🌸💗💗💗

Dayglow - Something 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🌞🌞🌞

Album: Harmony House (2021) 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🌞🌞🌞🌸🌸🌸💗💗💗

🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🌞🌞🌞🌸🌸🌸💗💗💗

...downloaded from Deeeeezeeer.😊🎵🎵🎵🌞🌞🌞 

🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🌞🌞🌞🌸🌸🌸💗💗💗

Running like we never run before💗💗💗 KATE 4ever 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

Years are just numbers! 🎵🎵🎵💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵💗💗💗

KATE NASH - Misery 🎵🎵🎵💗💗💗

Dear Jackson Galaxy,... 😊💗💗💗🐈🐈🐈

..I would like to change my job so I apply for your assistant in My Cat From Hell. 😊💗💗💗🐈🐈🐈 

I would be glad to carry your beautiful bag / tool kit for you and pass various instruments and toys to you. 😁 💗💗💗 

Jekyll And Hyde Cat Only Attacks His Owners At Night | My Cat From Hell😊💗💗💗🐈🐈🐈 

I can contribute to healing of all cats by playing some gentle indie pop music for them like these ones. 😁💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎶🎶🎶

Men I Trust - Lauren 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎶🎶🎶 

Peaness - Summer Song 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🎶🎶🎶 

😁😁😁

🐕🐕🐕 NO FUN 🐕🐕🐕

😁😁😁

Hilariously,

Me, another cat lover 🐈🐈🐈💗💗💗

Saturday Night 🙂💗🎵🎵🎵🎶🎶🎶

I would like to go out to a club on Saturday night where they play good new and a little bit of old indie music, the Brits especially, and get drunk just a little bit just to start laughing at everything. 🙂 🎵🎵🎵🎶🎶🎶

I think I would need to go to the UK for that.

I drive my car Sneška almost every day so I never drink and I miss it very much. Not to go to a rehab later, but just a little bit. 🙂

Also, I would like to play good new and a little bit of old indie music myself at a club on Saturday night. Anywhere, here or in the UK, which would be too good to be true. 🙂 🎵🎵🎵🎶🎶🎶 

Suede - Saturday Night 🙂 🎵🎵🎵🎶🎶🎶 

Spankox - To The Club 🙂 🎵🎵🎵🎶🎶🎶

... but my friend Michelle called me on the phone, and so I went to the club... 🙂

The reality is a bit different at the moment. Last Saturday night, I did go out, but not to a club either here or in the UK, my wishful thinking, but to the cinema, for the first time after a year and a half. I needed some 5 min to relax in front of it and get used to a bunch of people waiting to enter. 🙂 I put some makeup after a long time and took a photo to see how it looked, I almost forgot. 🙂 Father was worth it! 👌 

Hoping a gig will be next, or my gig. 🙂🎵🎵🎵🎶🎶🎶💗💗💗

Old new 2021 💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶🎇🎆🎇🎆

 The Vaccines are omg, oh! 😍💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶🎇🎆🎇🎆

MSP are good but faded... 😏

It's always a dilemma if it's better to make 2 albums and stop performing and creating if the albums to follow are not as good as the first one or two or three, or to continue creating all one's life.

I opt for the first choice, but if all artists did the same, music would lose.   

The Vaccines - Headphones Baby (2021) 💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶🎇🎆🎇🎆

 

MSP - Orwellian (2021) 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶

I wanna live inside your headphones baby💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

headphones baby💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

headphones baby💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

It's not my fault, it's what my parents made me 😊💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

💗💗💗💗💗💗💗My favourite EXIT gig of all time! 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵🌞🌞🌞

You strike me as the type of person 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

Today 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵 

Weekend Wars - Swim 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

You strike me as the type of person

Who can tell what's on my mind

I know it's hard to swallow

But could you just give me some of your time?

Your voice, it floats like smoke

It's such a sweet, subtle high

The light pours through a hole in

The ceiling into my eyes

Live life forever

Don't drown together

And I know it's gonna

Go the way you wanna

Live life forever

Don't drown together

Stone me down I've done you wrong

Our minds will stay forever young

I've been thinking lately and

I really hope that you don't mind

But dig a little deeper cos

You don't know what you might find

Your voice, it floats like smoke

It's such a sweet, subtle high

The light pours through a hole in

The ceiling into my eyes

Live life forever

Don't drown together

And I know it's gonna

Go the way you wanna

Live life forever

Don't drown together

Stone me down I've done you wrong

Our minds will stay forever young

Live life forever

Don't drown together

And I know it's gonna

Go the way you wanna

Live life forever

Don't drown together

Swim

Swim against the tide, oh

Just swim

Confess what's on your mind

And just swim

The waves are your disguise

So just swim

Swim

Swim against the tide, oh

Just swim

Confess what's on your mind

And just swim

The waves are your disguise

So just swim

Live life forever

Don't drown together

And I know it's gonna

Go the way you wanna

Live life forever

Don't drown together

You strike me as the type of person

Who can tell what's on my mind

I know it's hard to swallow

But could you just give me some of your time? 

💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

What's black and white, and red all over 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

A little bit of my growing up from 1994. 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

Sense Field - Chimney 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

...And I'm tired of this fireplace 

💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

My chimney's speaking freely

he's telling me what he wants to be

and my chimney's breathing freely

he's telling me where he'd rather be

and my chimney's drawing blackness

and he needs some breathing room

he's talking to someone thank you

someone very important,

please

💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

It’s easier (easier)

said than done (said than done)

the smoke goes up

up and out

how come he's

he's only telling me...

 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

My chimney's speaking freely

he's telling me what he wants to be

and my chimney's breathing freely

he's telling me where he'd rather be

and my chimney's drawing blackness

and he needs some breathing room

he's talking to someone

thank you

someone very important,

please

💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

It’s easier (easier)

said than done (said than done)

the smoke goes up

up and out

how come he's

he's only telling me...

 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

It’s easier (easier)

said than done (said than done)

the smoke goes up

up and out

how come he's

he's only telling me...the smoke goes up, up and out

how come he's

he's only telling me...

what's black and white

and red all over...

💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

Did I study literature because of music or I am into music because of literature? 😀🎵💗

In my case, the two are definitely connected. 😀🎵💗

But what came first the chicken or the egg? 😀🎵💗

Literature is the chicken and music is the egg. 😀🎵💗

I can't decide, I really don't know - both, the two things I like the most in my life. I could never imagine to be close to anyone who doesn't share the same passion for the two. 😀🎵💗

Peter Doherty - Salome 🎵💗🎵💗🎵💗 

Mood: Grace Wastelands, my favourite literary album 🎵💗

Arctic Monkeys 4ever, Fluorescent Adolescent 4ever and ever! 💗💗💗💗😊🌸🌸🌸🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶🎶🎶🌞🌞🌞

 Arctic Monkeys 4ever, Fluorescent Adolescent 4ever and ever! 💗💗💗💗😊🌸🌸🌸🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶🎶🎶🌞🌞🌞

It's spring, love is in the air! 😊😊😊💗💗💗

Arctic Monkeys - Fluorescent Adolescent 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶🎶🎶🌞🌞🌞 

Those days like paper dreams 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹💥💥💥😊💗

I love his voice so much and all their songs! 😊💗

The Valla - Kerosene 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🌞🌟🌞🌟🌞🌟💥💥💥

Those days like paper dreams, they’re burning around me

What's left of you and me, exploding like kerosene

But they go and they go and they go

And I’m chasing them like their smoke

Wish somebody else had told me how this goes 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🌞🌟💥💥💥

Happiness is on your shoulder... 😊💙💚💛🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

Happiness is on your shoulder... 😊💙💚💛🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

CASTLEBEAT - Shoulder (feat. Sonia Gadhia) 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

Happiness is on your shoulder

I just can't get much older

That night we drove together

Said we'd be young forever

Was I young enough when I met you

Young enough when I met you

Was I young enough when I met you

I was coming out of a bad dream

Coming out of a bad dream

I was coming out of a bad dream

I'm so tired

Of thinking

And I just can't go to sleep

'Cause I'm tired

Of being

And I just can't go to sleep 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

Deezer & Freezer 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

Officially a regular user from today! 💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

Liked it so much, actually I think I am hooked! 😊💗💗💗🎵🎵🎵

Sounds old, sounds eternal...😏🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶🎶🎶 Revolution. 🌞

Sounds old, sounds eternal...😏🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶🎶🎶

I pray every single day for REVOLUTION. 😊🌞

4 Non Blondes - What's Up 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹🎶🎶🎶

Sounds New Sounds Good 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

Praying for a change

Admiring you

Who extract each sparkle of hope. 💗

TO YOU. 💗

Ryland - Looking Like You Do 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

Make time to describe that you're sorry

Did you like that we kissed at the party

Don't forget that you told me I should go

I'm wearing the same clothes, but you made me drive downtown

 

I don't know if I'll end it on a high note

You should know that I'm trying but it's fine though

Say goodbye and it's not even a harsh tone

Don't leave me on my own looking like you do right now

Walking out, making it out, keep it quiet

I think you like that I fight so defiant

You laugh, "Okay, now we need to say goodnight"

Standing by the porch light, would you let me stick around

 

Oh how I hope that you won't make me a no show

Found the tune, but we gotta find the tempo

Keep it close like a stranger in a slow dance

Push and pull the romance looking like you do right now

 

I've got your rhythm in the back of my head

It's playing on repeat staying inside the lines

Places that I'm assigned, then you find out

You've got my rhythm in the back of your head

But I'm staying about three feet playing behind your lines

Sticking with your design while you're looking like you do right now

 

Give you space for the space you're creating

Hesitate to allow hesitating

Hold your hand in the places you want to

I don't mean to taunt you, baby let's break this down

 

Girl you know that I haven't been sleeping

You should know all the secrets that I'm keeping

But you're adding to the noise with the false doubt

Waiting for the fade out looking like you do right now

 

I've got your rhythm in the back of my head

It's playing on repeat staying inside the lines

Places that I'm assigned, then you find out

You've got my rhythm in the back of your head

But I'm staying about three feet playing behind your lines

Sticking with your design while you're looking like you do right now

 

Looking like you do right now

I've got your rhythm in the back of my head

I'm singing, oh you're looking like you do right now

*the post title - SNSG inspired 😊

I dreamed about a gig and it was Placebo 😊💗🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

I loved this band so much. 💗

I don't listen to them intensively any more but I dreamed about their gig last night! 💗

I know, I'm missing gigs and normal life and that's why I had that dream but I was surprised it was them, and not any other band. 💗

Maybe because I really did go to their gig in reality here long time ago, I don't know. 💗

They are legends! 💗

Placebo - Special Needs 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹

Placebo - Without You I'm Nothing 🎵🎵🎵🎸🎹 

The lack of unconditional love is breaking everybody's heart...

It's so hard to accept that it possibly exists only between parents and children... 

Mood: overreacting to Placebo 😁💥💗