If I had any enemies (I think I don't), this would be the most useful info for them. π
Well... this is about:
WHAT CAN HURT ME THE MOST of all things any person can do to me ever.
And it happened on Saturday.
As a rule, the ones who you love the most, hurt you the most.π
I told him to buy the tickets for π΅π΅π΅πΈπΉTHE GIGπ΅π΅π΅πΈπΉ I wanted to go IN ADVANCE and he insisted on buying them at the entrance. I foolishlyπ± agreed and even more foolishlyπ± added 'Yes, ok, we will support the venue and the band even more in that way if we buy these more expensive tickets at the entrance'.π± Completely ignoring the fact that the folks did not go out anywhere for 2 f...in' years.π±
So the night comes, we go there, we wait in a queue for 10 min because they check people inside in small groups, finally it's our turn, the guy asks us if WE HAVE THE TICKETS, π±I hear myself saying noπ± and my friend saying no,π± and I hear the guy saying 'there's no chance for you go come in, all tickets WERE SOLD OUT'. π±π±π±I turn immediately and leave the queue and go behind the queue.
IT WAS YOUR FAULT!!! π₯because you are...π₯and...π₯and...π₯and...π₯and...π₯
π₯and...π₯and...π₯and...π₯and...π₯
π₯and...π₯and...π₯and...π₯and...π₯πππ
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and then on the halfway as we walk to my car (15 min walk) TEARS, πππCRYING, πππno chance to stop it. πππ I'm aware I'm overreacting but I can't help it, no way. π
It took me all my strength to drive him home and get my home. I hated him, I was sorry later, but I realised finally when I came home that this was the worst thing that anyone can do to me.
At least I know now what it is. ππ΅π΅π΅πΈπΉπΆπΆπΆ Not a breakup with any boyfriend, not a holiday cancelled at the last minute, not rumours, not even CHEATING behind my back. I think that leaving me with kids alone and falling in love with another woman wouldn't hurt me more either. πππ
And that night, I was convinced 100% that was it, the end. πππ
But the next day, we escaped the end of our 20 years long friendship by 1 millimetre. ππ
Now I'm watching the gig on YT, the good people uploaded. πππ΅π΅π΅πΈπΉπΆπΆπΆ
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